'I felt like a monster, I was thinking suicide' : Chris Brown talks about life after Rihanna assault

The 26 year old music star in his new
documentary called Welcome To My life,
revealed how he felt after his problem with
Rihanna. Chris says the assault on Rihanna
changed his life forever as he watched the
media go after him and seven years on, his
actions on that night still haunt him.
Speaking in the trailer for the new documentary,
he said:
"I went from being on top of the world,
number one songs, being kind of like
America's sweetheart, to being public
enemy number one.
"I felt like a f***ing monster. I was
thinking about suicide and everything
else. I wasn't sleeping, I wasn't eating. I
just was getting high."
Other stars like Usher, Jennifer Lopez,
Ludacris also spoke about how anger got the
best of him.
His mother, Joyce Hawkins, also talks about the
incident. She said:
"That was the worst day of my life and
probably his life...I felt like I was going
to lose my child."